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Saturday, December 22, 2007 3:14 AM

"just take it that we never ever met."
and that just became the end of everything.

i'm sorry things had to turn out this way at the end. i really am.. i wish i could do anything to make it right again, but that'll be pulling us both back to square one. so.. i'm not gonna do anything this time.

i'm sorry i hurt you this much. i didn't mean for all these to happen.. maybe it was just indecisiveness on my part. there's so much more than just that.. but at the end of the day, i'm just sorry. i was the one who was being draggy and everything. i just wanted to lessen the pain of both of us, but i ended up added more pain to it. i'm just .. damn sorry.

thankyou for that chance to love you. thankyou for everything.
i wont be there to take care of you anymore.
so please please take good care of yourself. rmb to eat properly. dont anyhow shout anymore. dont spoil ur voice. your throat. im sorry. not even friends. you are not someone i can say hi to and not fall in love with. goodbye..
even if no one calls you cute anymore.. rmb, that in my heart, you will always be the cutest girl in the world (: ..
i loved you. i always will.

thankyou.. really..

you know. you were so much of a dream come true for me. i've always always hoped for someone to love me like you did when i was young. and you came along and made my dream come true. thank you really ..

i really loved you. but somewhere along the way, something just happened. i don't know what it is. maybe it's how we've been treating each other. maybe it's how i can't forgive and forget all those you did as easily as i thought i would have. maybe it's alot of many other maybe`s.

i'm sorry i made you fall so deep. i'm just sorry for causing so much pain to you..

i'll end off with the song that both of us share.

all these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night

i don't how i found you
i'm thankful that i had
now that i have a love so true
to hold to keep to share

in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be
with you until the very end

in this world
there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know you'd come to see
that you're the one till the end

all my friends surround me
say you'll be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be
with you until the very end

in this world
there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know you'd come to see
that you're the one till the end

we'll always be till the end

this song used to say so much about us..

but with this, i end off .. everything we used to share. all those tears, laughter and times we went through together. i thank you for making me the person i am now. you've given me so much so much. i don't know what i've given you, but i hope it's enough to bring you through all these hurt..
take good care of yourself. i'll be here for you, even if you don't want me to. goodbye mfl; thanks for every single thing you've left in my life. i hope you get through this and find another girl who truly loves you and deserve everything you've got to offer to her.

with loads of loves and hugs,
lyn; tcgitw, sbg, mfl.